Nadya, 10th grade, Nizhny Novgorod region
I’m in 10th grade. I haven’t heard my classmates openly announce their positions [on the war]: when I look at them, I get the feeling that they aren’t interested in it one way or the other, and they carry themselves as if nothing is happening. I think everyone is quiet because they aren’t entirely sure that they can argue, and because they’re afraid for themselves. I also don’t talk openly about my stance on the special operation. I think I don’t talk about it because it’s scary. The only thing that I did do was I changed my status to “No to War” on VK, but that’s it.
And among the teachers the majority have come out in support of the special operation, but not all of them talk about it in class. Since February, there have been a couple times that a conversation about the war started in class. Our teacher said that Ukraine asked our president to help the people who consider themselves Russian, and that they needed to be saved.
Also in our school they held two “lessons in courage” — one at the end of March and one around a month ago. At one of these lessons, they said that there’s been a revival of fascism in Ukraine in recent years, that this ideology is encouraged there, that the US and the UK and their allies have “created an ‘Anti-Russia’ out of Ukraine” to “destroy the Slavic race.”
A few months ago, I came to the gym and saw something written on the board, and it came into my head to write “Glory to Ukraine” there. I didn’t know that this was all quite serious. I wrote it, and then the teacher told me to erase it; I erased it, and she didn’t say anything else about it.
Then, at the second “lesson in courage”, the head teacher told me that the principal had called me to her office. The principal asked me if this was really my position [on the war] or if it was some kind of stupid joke. I said that it really was my position. Then they started to ask me who was in my circle of friends, did someone influence me in some way, do I have an Instagram account. I said I have one. And they said that this is a banned website and there’s fake news there.
They also said that the school would have to report this somewhere, so that psychologists or special people from the FSB could talk with me about it. This conversation [with the principal] continued for an hour, and finally I said that it was just stupidity and I wouldn’t do it again, that school and politics are separate. On that note the conversation ended.