How did you come up with the idea of making a video featuring Ukrainian footballers?
I was in Norway on 24 February when the war started, I was doing an interview with Nikita Khaykin. Nikita is a goalkeeper for the Russian national team who plays for Bodø/Glimt, a Norwegian side. I saw the news that Russia was shelling Kyiv as I arrived in Norway. Obviously, the European news was different from what was shown on the Russian TV.
I moved my family away from Russia on 26 February to make sure they were in a safe place; and then I decided to sit and watch how the situation would develop. I also texted Andriy Yarmolenko who plays for Ukraine and West Ham and suggested that we have a talk. I was unsure, of course, if Ukraine’s captain would agree to speak with a Russian blogger at all. Happily, he accepted my offer, just like many other Ukrainian players. However, Man City’s Oleksandr Zinchenko refused to be in the video, saying he respected me but was uncomfortable with speaking for the Russian audience as he believed Russian people were unwilling to hear any alternative opinions. They don’t want to hear the truth, they’re brainwashed, he said.
Were you aware of the possible consequences you would face when you published that video?
Of course, I knew there would be pressure upon me and my club. I considered all the pros and cons and, after conferring with my wife, I decided I cannot remain silent in a situation like this. I realised I won’t be able to do anything with my life, I won’t be true to myself if I don’t speak up. So, I chose conscience over fear.
Last year I did a video on football in today’s Belarus where players get expelled from the national team, fans get beaten up and clubs receive various threats — all for supporting the protests against Lukashenka. My lawyer told me recently that there were charges against me in Belarus. I’m facing up to five years in prison should I go there. So, a year ago people asked me if I was going to speak up if the same thing happened in Russia. I told them: well, I hope I will feel brave enough to do that. Now let’s see what happens to me in Russia. I won’t be surprised if they file charges against me as well.
You know what, the day after I published that video, random people called my mum… I heard my mum crying for 50 minutes straight as she phoned me. This never happened before.
Some people would call her and say: “Is this how you brought up your son?” I wished I could find those people; I would ask them: why the fuck are you calling my elderly mother? You could have called me instead. What did I do wrong, do you guys really think I betrayed my country?